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J'aime. j'aime pas.

by cintapluz
I've Been Thinking - Cat Power
Be my boy, be my boy
Be my boy, be my boy

Be my boy, be my boy
Be my boy, be my boy

I've been thinking about those things you said
I've been thinking about those things we did
I've been thinking about those things you do
I've been thinking about those things you made me do too

Be my boy, be my boy
Be my boy, be my boy

I was hypnotized
By your fairy eyes
Like a tiger in the dark
You were hungry from the start

Be my boy, be my boy
Be my boy, be my boy

Diamonds, candy pills
One million dollar bills
You can try
But you can't buy me, buy me

Diamonds, candy pills
One million dollar bills
You can try
But you can't buy me

You can slide slide
Slippity slide
Hip hop
And don't stop
I'll never be
On my knees

You can slide slide
Slippity slide
You can hip hop
And don't stop
'Cause I'll never be
On my knees

When I saw you on the street
I just had to look away
You were so sweet
Sexy Steez
Lay back relax
Street boy please
Wait a second it's gonna take awhile

Slide slide
Slippity slide
You can hip hop
And don't stop
I'll never be
On my knees

You can slide slide
Slippity slide
You can hip hop
And don't stop
I'll never be
On my knees

I've been thinking 'bout
Why you act so proud
I've been thinking 'bout
What's this shit about
Am I losin' control
Am I losin' my soul
Just tell me am I losin' you

Be my boy, be my boy
Be my boy, be my boy

Be my boy, be my boy
Be my boy, be my boy

Diamonds, candy pills
One million dollar bills
You can try
But you can't buy me

You can slide slide
Slippity slide
You can hip hop
And don't stop
'Cause I'll never be
On my knees

You can slide slide
Slippity slide
You can hip hop
And don't stop
'Cause I'll never be
On my knees

I've been thinking 'bout
I've been thinking about
I've been thinking 'bout
I've been thinking about
Losing you
# by cintapluz | 2008-12-04 06:46
forever 27.
you keep me smiles, but mostly cried.
it just take too long time to reckon ....
here i am, insensitive.
without you, will i?
..
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.
.
keep being Questioning, day-by-day, i am learning to be fine...
people ... strangers ... to me, .. asking.......why?
every little memory they shouldn't care but i do.
its' real, but how if it really could be an end?

i did hope i didn't speak it to you, didn't do anything rude.
you will not forgive me, i knew.
'n me, collapsed.
# by cintapluz | 2008-11-28 03:21
no more tear this time say goodbye.
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felt sad, felt sorrow, felt sorry but everything is understood.
i did try, but do you? i will not know, and it's not important now.

wish you all the best in the way you choose and stay in our friendship!
your importance is no doubt,
but we should understand that we are not the perfect second half.

"I cannot look at your face, coz all the sorrow comes."
"I felt sorry if I bring you any troubles"
"whatever, I don't care"
"It's difficult!"
"Relax and we will see again.. "

those you said, and i kept in mind on the day...
i tried understand your culture but i couldn't follow all the advices you suggested.
and i realized i don't wanna stay in KL, and i don't wanna be muslim.
i spoke my heart but you keep secret.
you wanna be big-man and i am a big-woman.
everybody is getting mature but why not you? ...
anyhow, you are only 23.

the way we said goodbye, tough time but i couldn't say more on it.

we do love, in friendship i wish.
# by cintapluz | 2008-11-17 21:30
touching piece.
you understand everything.

the ultimate union.

you suffer rejoice love rage kiss laughs.

we were born for the same thing.

to discover and love what has been discovered. hidden.

with the grief of always losing it.

you are beautiful. i endow you with your beauty.

soft in your immense sadness.

simple bitterness. arms you against everything that does not free you.

rebellion aganist everything that chains you.

you love, love me as the center.

me as myself.

it won't achieve a prodigious memory of you

passing through my life scattering jewels.

i'll only collect after you've gone.

there is no distance.

only time.

listen to me

cares me with what you're looking for

and with what you search.

i'm going to you and to me.

like all the whole songs seen.

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i dunno thy love, but i love thee.

The Diary of Frida Kahlo: An Intimate Self-Portrait
touching piece._f0066969_22455269.jpg

# by cintapluz | 2008-08-26 09:53
love and have the love in return?
kickin' out my family....

i am now in OZ.

sharing love and building love for other, idalina the cupid.

imagining and acting.

with my committment, but i felt tat i am doing enuff.

for you ...

i dun wanna take the responsibility for your life.
somebody else do better than you.
somebody else love me more than you.
i am so silly.

with sucha "committment" and you empty lies.

you don't really catch my breathe and my little voice.

without me, you are gonna die?

but how'd u reach me if i am gonna commit suicide?

i hate myself....... too much....... in the dark side.

..
.
.

. pls kill me 'n stop asking me why.

drink drink drink and who care my shitty life?
# by cintapluz | 2008-08-08 16:15